Things are pretty good for me. I still have my melancholy moments but I think that's to be expected when you're so far away from the place you were raised it but my job really entertains me. I'm finally making friends, I don't EXACTLY look forward to it but I do like being there and when I have time talking to the friends I've made so...I am content.
Missing the net though! LOL.
- Location:Net Cafe
- Mood:
calm - Music:Lucky- Jason Mraz ft. C.
Also, thank you Monica for the gift! *g*
- Location:Net Cafe
- Mood: happy
- Music:Nelly Furtado- On the Radio
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pen37 a happy early birthday!!!
- Mood:
complacent
I want to go back into Chlark activities because it seems that it's all getting so scarce, it makes me sad. The Chlark section over at DFN is almost completely DEAD it's crazy. The only bad thing is I don't have the time or the system to log on like I used to. The good thing is that (hopefully) by the end of this year I will. I haven't watched Season 8 at ALL but for legion so though I'd like to try to write something here and there, I feel I may be off what with how the season went. Still, maybe I'll try- wrong or not.
My first priority is honestly school and work. Things have changed and I need to independicize myself. Going to be 20 and GAH! It makes me feel nervewrecked. I know it's not a huge number but...jez. No more teens, just getting older it's crazy. Plus I feel like I still act like such a child. BUT time doesn't stop. Hope you all are well or getting by (I know how that is).
- Location:Desk Chair
- Mood:
listless - Music:The Veronicas- Untouched
My health is still pretty good, recently had to start taking other type of medication because I have high blood pressure but I think I kinda did that to myself. But beside that my health is still surely good.
Also, on another note: Could you guys help me out? I've been looking for some fics though not many specific ones. Anyone have any fics they could recommend in which Chloe goes evil for some time? I think Iliana was writing one that took place after "Cure" where Chloe loses her memory and almost sees Clark in a different way thanks to Lex. Anyway, can you guys hit me with a bunch of Chlex/Chlark recommendations, Please??
I'd also like to see if any of you have any Maria/Michael fic recs from Roswell, I actually haven't really read any fics on them. I'd like to.
Lately every single time I see the Harry Potter trailer I can't help but squeal. Am I a nerdy fan or what? Seriously, any announcement with Harry Potter in it and I stop whatever I'm doing, watch it, and scream like the fan-girl I am. I can't wait for July 17th!
- Location:On a chair
- Mood:
nerdy - Music:You rock my World- Michael Jackson
If there is one person or more on your friends list who makes your world a better place just because they exist and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the internet, then post this same sentence in your journal.
Also, I want to spend this time to say: HAPPY BIRTHDAY
sanaazzy !!
- Mood: content
- Location:Net Cafe
- Mood: relaxed
- Location:Uncle's House
- Mood:
uncomfortable - Music:Akon- Lonely
Also HAPPY BIRTHDAY! to
excelaunt .
- Location:Net Cafe
- Mood:
tired - Music:Anastacia- Left Outisde Alone
So it's been a while since I updated. Recently I haven't exactly gone on as often as I wish I could. I'm not sure if any of you have heard of the influenza pandemic that is going on. Here in Mexico they say it's pretty bad, there are many cases in which people die so a lot of places are closing. I hadn't been able to find a net cafe open until today and when I went to my Uncle's house I kind of spent it reading and catching up on things like with friends. Also I only went to his house for a day because this saturday was a sweet 15 of a cousin of mine so we were all pretty busy. I've been having fun though I'm a little worried with this pandemic. My health is better honestly. I'm hoping that soon my Uncle will give me the "Go" I've been waiting for for almost nine months now. Incredible no?
I wanted to apologize for updating till now but mostly apologize totobywolf andladydreamer . Happy Birthday to both of you! More like belated birthdays, it sounds like you guys enjoyed it but I want to let you know I was thinking about you both.
- Location:Net Cafe
- Mood: good
simplytoopretty in dedication to her birthday so it's late but it's here! I want to thank Andi ( sanadafaye ) for her great help and for betaing this for me.Title: Hopelessly Devoted (has nothing to do with the episode 'Devoted')
Rating: G
Spoilers: None, takes place basically in Season 2 episode 1, offscreen.
Chloe was in her living room putting a CD in her stereo. It was the end of all the crazy-ness that was Clark abandoning her at the Spring Formal, his dad going missing and Chloe telling him they should just be friends. Chloe felt crushed. She wanted to feel happy now that Mr. Kent was okay but her heart break was consuming her. Clark had just agreed, he hadn't even fought.
A track began to play and Chloe closed her eyes, raising the volume all the way and letting the melody soothe into her. She began to sway and the song began.
Guess mine is not the first heart broken
My eyes are not the first to cry
I'm not the first to know
There's just no getting over you
You know I'm just a fool who's willing
To sit around and wait for you
But, baby, can't you see
There's nothing else for me to do?
I'm hopelessly devoted to you...
As the second verse began Chloe sang along, unable to resist. She didn't hear the knocks on her door and the door being opened. She turned in her spot, opening her eyes and gasping when she saw Clark in the doorway, cutting the lyrics in her throat.
But now there's nowhere to hide
Since you pushed my love aside
I'm out of my head
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you
He stared at her, unmoving and Chloe's heart accelerated. They both stood frozen for a bit then staring back at him her favorite part was here and she opened her mouth and sang:
My head is saying, "Fool, forget him."
My heart is saying, "Don't let go.
Hold on till the end."
And that's what I intend to do
I'm hopelessly devoted to you
She saw Clark's eyes narrow slightly but he didn't move and Chloe sang louder, the song firing her passion and she swayed along with the song until it ended.
But now there's nowhere to hide
Since you pushed my love aside
I'm out of my head
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you
Once it did Chloe broke the eye contact and went to turn off her stereo, her heart still hammering in her chest. She'd sang to Clark. She'd sang and meant the lyrics. What would he say?
"Uh..." Clark cleared his throat.
Chloe turned to face him and smiled weakly, "Hey Clark."
"Chloe." He smiled weakly back at her, "I didn't know you liked Olivia Newton-John."
Chloe raised her eyebrows, "And I didn't know you knew who sang that song."
"Oh. Well..." Clark stuttered, coloring slightly, "My Mom likes her."
"Right." Chloe grinned.
Clark shifted awkwardly from foot to foot still not moving from her doorway.
"Want to come in?" Chloe suggested.
"Oh, no. Sorry. The door was open and I heard the song. Sorry." Clark shook his head. Chloe noticed how he still shifted awkwardly.
"Um. Not that I don't appreciate your presence but what exactly are you doing here?"
"Oh. I was driving by and I thought to stop by to thank you again for helping me search for my Dad." Clark smiled thankfully at her.
"Of course Clark! I'm honestly glad Mr. Kent is fine now." Chloe smiled at him. Clark nodded, the uneasiness still apparent on his face despite his smile.
"Clark." She sighed, "It's just a song. Sorry I got all weird on you. Thing of the moment." She lied.
"Yeah." Clark cleared his throat again, "You sing well."
"Thanks." Chloe smiled lightly.
Clark nodded, "I should go."
Chloe kept her facial expression calm but she could feel tears start to build up. In fear that her voice might give her away she simply nodded at him.
Clark smiled quickly at her as she approached to close her door and then he turned, walking slowly away.
Chloe stared at his back and bit her lip slightly, feeling her shoulders drop. Clark stopped momentarily and turned to face her again, "Just friends right Chloe?"
Chloe looked into his eyes feeling shock but as she continued to look into his gorgeous orbs she nodded, forcing a grin on her face and grinning at him, "Of course Doofus." Internally she felt her heart break.
Clark nodded and waved at her before turning to walk away again. Chloe frowned, letting her facade fall and feeling the tears build in her eyes.
She closed the door and sniffled, making sure to lock the door. Feeling weak she let herself fall to the floor slowly. "Just friends." She mumbled as she hugged her knees to herself and cried.
-EndHope you liked it! Also, I may not log on tomorrow so I want to wish
ivorykiss an early happy birthday! I wish you the best and hope you enjoy it majorly!!
- Location:Net Cafe
- Mood:
giggly - Music:I hate this Part- Pussycat Dolls
simplytoopretty !! I have a little something written but it's getting betad so I'll post it when I get it. Best of wishes today though!!
- Location:Uncle's House
- Mood: calm
- Music:The Fear- Lily Allen
I haven't even watched Hex but the comments I'm seeing everywhere do not give me any reasons to actually WANT to watch the episode. I actually came online today with the full intention of looking for the episode and watching it, just to see how it went. But looking around at the entries and seeing all the Chlarkers/Chloisers crushed has affected me. I haven't watched the stupid episode and I feel like shit. I feel like shit because everyone else is also feeling like shit. Did the writers seriously fuck with such a wonderful character like that? Did they fucking make Clark act like a fucking dick to his best friend? WTF IS THAT?! I'm partially pissed and mostly incredibly sad that they would do something like that. I'm also scared that they may kill Chloe off. I have some Cloiser friends that have told me "Chloe is biting dust at the end of this season" and I didn't believe it because as
ambergalaxy had said, AM's contract included season 9. But what if they kill her off anyway? UGH!! I love what rjchasez posted, about how we're allowed to dream. How we were once allowed to and we should keep on dreaming. Still though...this sucks major suckage ass. If that makes sense.I hope not a lot of fan fiction dies because of this. I think I seriously need fan fiction to keep the love up.
Man. Depression. Sucks.
- Location:Net Cafe
- Mood:
crushed - Music:Nelly Furtado- On the Radio
Well this is dedicated out to Firebunny (
twistedlyn ). Not sure if it's a one-shot or a drabble but well it's not a completely centered story. However, hope you like it! The title of this creation is Fools, hence the title of this entry...LOL. P.S. Some of this was taken from a drabble I wrote a bit ago.Takes place around season 6, but doesn't necessarily have a complete scene from an episode.
( Everyone Knew it )
- Mood: amused
- Music:Flo Rida- Right Round
sanadafaye ) for betaing it!I hope you like it, This is dedicated to you rjchasez</lj> !
Rated: G
Warnings: None. This is AU!
Kid!Chlark
( Martha Kent )
Also, I most likely won't log on tomorrow so Happy early Birthday to Firebunny(
twistedlyn )! I'll try to see if the inspiration kicks in and try to write some more before I log on next time, sorry I don't have a bigger present!
- Location:Internet Cafe
- Mood: okay
- Music:Nickelback- How you Remind Me
It's been a while since I've posted something. Though I don't really have much to say I decided that I needed an entry, even if it was to be short. I want to rec some fics but I think I'm going to wait until I'm at my Uncle's house to have time to go crazy looking for the links. I think most of the things I'm going to rec are going to be Chlex fics because comedy has been in my mind and Chlex has sort of a good spot on that. That and some of the Chlark fics I started reading are sort of uncontinued...But yeah. Nothing much new with me. Everything seems the same though I'm kind of tired of having no life.So this week I started to go to like a workout class but it's mixed with dance. It's actually pretty fun it has a lot of variety and it keeps me entertained for an hour. The bad thing is that it's at night and at night I actually HAVE some things to do so I kind of wish it were in the afternoon since that's when I'm mostly bored. BUT it's something and I'm grateful for that.
Nothing really much else to post, so lots of love to everyone!!
- Location:Internet Cafe
- Mood:
bitchy - Music:Love is Wicked- Brick and Lrace
Hey guys this is yet another fan fic post. This was actually written before the one I just posted yesterday. It was written for Monica as a sort of late birthday present but also something that could hopefully cheer her up due to her heart problems. She gave the fic the title ;) It also probably has typos and so feel free to correct them!
Sick Day
Chlois, Future!AU, One-shot
- Location:Net Cafe
- Mood:
nervous - Music:Maps- Yea Yea Yeahs
Chlollie future AU, Chlark angst
Clark POV
( She was happy. )
So there you have it. Comments are welcome! There's also something that popped into my head yesterday. This song, actually mostly these specific lyrics made me think about Chloe and possibly how she could feel toward Clark in the Chlark relationship sometimes. Hell maybe it also fits Clana in Clark's POV, but yeah I hope you guys check it out. It's an oldie but a song I like. Also, I was trying to get inspired with these lyrics and songs to write another fic...it hasn't happened yet so if any of you are inspired and want to pick it up- I would love to read what you guys can do!
"See when I get the strength to leave you're/ always telling me that you need me/ And I'm weak 'cause I believe you/ And I'm mad because I love you/ So I stop and think that maybe/ You can learn to appreciate me/ Then it all remains the same that/ You ain't ever gonna change."
Side note: Toby I'm not sure which SV comm you would like me to post this in but if you could let me know which one and you think that this could go there then I will post it there.
- Location:Internet Cafe
- Mood:
excited - Music:Ashanti- Foolish
